hey there girlfriend

girlfriend. me. a girlfriend. aj's girlfriend. as of 12.05 this afternoon. november 2, 2005. :D yay.

here's some background as to how this all happened. this is from friday, an email to sarah.

"so i told matt i'd drive him home and lauren and aj and i were gonna go to friendly's. as we're driving to matt's he decides he wants to come too...so he asks permission, yes, excellent. so we get there, order ice cream sundaes. (becasue i'ts not cold enough.) so aj and i color on each other's faces with crayon. when we get our sundaes, we don't get spoons. so i started licking up my whipped cream with my tongue. (much to the delight of matt, joe, aj, and adam). seductively cleaned off the cherry...cuz yeah. ;D so we get the spoons, and i'm eating and joe and matt and aj keep staring because apparently i eat ice cream in a sexy manner. so then i'm like, well i cna be seductive anytime. so i start like, nuzzling the spoon while being seductive, so it was a totally ridiculous thing seductified. and everyone buckled over laughing, which was fun. and then trying to balance the spoon on my nose while looking seductive. all in all quite silly. so i offer a ride to joe, and i'm still taking home lauren and aj and matt.but no one wants to go home. so we drive around (actually driving joe home) and someone mentioned like, behaving, and i was like, i'll show you behave..and i pulled over the car, parked it, lept in the back seat and sprawled across laps. somehow the shirt got pulled up (i think that was joe) i think lauren copped a feel, and aj got his hands partway in my pants. (hipbone) which was all funny and unexpected, and joe kissed my cheek (whiiiiiich is awkward.) so i jumped back in teh front,kept driving. matt and i had a strip contest. he took off an upper clothign item, i did too. (i was weaering a sweatshirt, tee shirt, long sleeve shirt, tank top, and two bras. i won. he didn't have a prayer.) so we drove joe home. then we just drove around, endedup at some dead end, and we cuddle puddled. (aj, lauren, matt, me). taught lauren the nervous game...(she didn't get nervous with me, but she did with matt) and played with aj (invovled removing his pants...) and aj and i gave each other lap dances (appaerntly i gave a good one..) and we tickled lauren to death and (oh, background, in the bandroom after school we watched smallville and i licked aj's finger only to find out it tasted irresistably sweet. so i started suckingon his finger, which was apparently pleasurable. in a semi-head way.) so aj mentioned this in the car, so i had to show everyone (matt, joe, lauren, aj) WHILE driving. a skill that is NOT EASY. so all this random stripping, touching, feeling...all very erotic...

OHHHHHHHHHHH. and to top it off! callum's talking to me again! (his computer broke and kelly dumped him.) so callum mentioned how kelly's never had an orgasm and he was sorta hoping her first would be with his tongue between her legs (in his words). so then i had to tell him the whole day, and he's like, "i really need to get you in the sack." and then i get this email from him "seriously, i really need to fuck you. if you can have an orgy with your band then i deserve one too. except just me. and you didnt even come! seriously now!

COME AND SEE ME DAMNIT!"

which is charming after a month of no speak. but he's forgiven. he's been nursing a broken heart. (she dumped him cuz she liked him too much. it freaked her out.) hahaha so i'm like...pheromones galore today or somethign! OH! and at the football game, pete "raped" me. a humping hug kinda thing. muahahha. and tomorrow's a band competition. ;)

oh my god, can i justtell you how close i was to kissing aj? (as you can see, i have NO problem hearing your rampage...mine was just as good. ;)) like, half an inch between us, both sticking out tongues, licking cheek, nose, chin...beign silly yet so...clsoe. it was fun! i love being flirty!

are you kidding? god, i don't know HOW people don't kiss and tell. everyone kissed me on the cheek before they got out of the car. gotta admit, although i never ever ever ever am gonna be involved with matt, he kisses well. a close kiss. such a good day. :D

i love you! and aj nuzzled my neck..i almost came right then. not good. ahhaha. "

and so today! cuddlingon the couch of course, and i had to go to class and he didn't want to but he walked me up to bio anyway. when we got to the top of the stairs he started pulling me back toward the opposite way i needed to go, so i pulled back and we were laughing and pulling and i pulled him in for a hug and when i pulled away our faces were still really close (apparently he's just a smidge taller than me) and i looked at his mouth and was thinking, "he's gonna kiss me now!?" and he interrupts my thought with "will you go out with me?" and it just popped out without even thinking "yes". a yes like, "well DUH. of course, you fool." and we both grinned and he gave me a quick peck on the mouth and i was left to stumble into class with sparkling eyes and a pasted on smile that ended up killing my cheeks after the first two hours.

after school i found him in the band room (my boyfriend!) and we were just grinning at each other like we had a secret and laughing. and mom pickedme up so aj's like, "hmm..i should figure out somethign to do." and i'm like, "well, you're walking me outside until my mom comes." so he did. and we held hands and laughed and hugged and i got two more quick kisses. :) it's strange to have a boyfriend, but i'm reallly happy about it. i keep reliving the ask out process. he was all serious and just..quite cute.

it's so silly! and i think i'm gonna go to bed now! early to bed TWICE! maybe another fantastic day is on the way! who knows?