restless and useless against them

hahaha, definitely just realized he doesn't know my name.
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i hate lauren. which is a complete lie. i love her so much it hurts, and i hate that it hurts. i hate that she hurts. i hate that she hurts herself. i hate that my love can't make her skin steel, i hate that my love can't keep her strong. i hate that i'm here and i can't keep her happy, and there's no way when i'm gone i'll be able to do the same.