god, this is such a relief to be able to write. it's nice to get one's thoughts out of their head, and put them somewhere where they won't be lost in the great abyss.
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it's weird to see ian with someone else. i mean, i guess i KNEW he was with someone else, but it's weird to see it, ya know? like, he actively sought her out, that kind of thing. and it's funny how awkward he is. he's super cute, and was walking with his hand on her lower back, but it still seemed awkward, like they hadn't quite jelled into an entity, they were still quite obviously two different, independent people. she didn't seem that into him...i mean, she didn't lean to him or anything. she was walking straight, and he was touching her. and yet he obviously isn't into parting pda. no hugs, just an "i'll catch you outside" kinda thing. it was fun to be that attention for however long it lasted.
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shy girl next door with an outgoing streak seeking guitar playing tall brunnette who is affectionate, loyal, honest, passionate, and loves life through a view finder. song writer is a plus, as is a car. shaggy hair preferred, love and cuddling a must. must be sensitive to the fact that when i fall, i fall hard, and will not exploit this. physical and mental respect a must, a little shyness is fine, but must be open about if he likes me. spelling and grammar a plus, especially if accompanied by a strong bone structure and big hands. must be prepared for the fact that i do not wish to have sex until i am much older, and i will not be pressured into it. dancing and inde movies a huge plus. sense of humor and security and independence important. must be romantic, and enjoy the presence of my friends. good kisser not necessary, (would be nice!) but willingness to improve a definite. addicted to myspace: NO.
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oooooooooooh damn zack's hot. likkke woah. damn.
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feeling uber playful...it's what i get for wearing a cut off flash-dance-style tee shirt. hehe. i like it.