my paper heart will bleed

so parts of yesterday were good, parts were not so good. (we had our typical band drama beginning...go figure, at the end of the season, drama begins.)
good:
cuddling with aj, having him sorta show me off to his danbury friends (i hope i made a good impression...zzzz..), cuddling with lauren, when we were walking around her parents gave us pizza and we held hands and ended up laughing really really hard, which was perfect, and i finished my modern solo aaaaaand yeah.
bad:
lauren's having friend problems, kristyn is all harumphy at lany 'cuz she and kevin j. like each other (to be honest, i have no idea why anyone would like lany. i have no patience for her. she screams, she's not particularly intelligent, she always seeks attention, etc.) aj got all moody for a while and i had a mini internal freak out, but he said he just wasn't feeling well, and on the bus he normaled up, which was a relief. ('course, now i'm feeling sorta sick....runny nose like woah and disagreeable tummy, though i also just got my period, so that could be why.) ended up just walking into my house and crashing asleep in my bed only pausing to remove shoes. woke up quarter to 8 to take care of my nose and remove some excess clothing.
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i like:
being kissed on my
cheek
forehead
neck
palm
shoulder
hair
eyes
having someone absent-mindedly "doodle" on me
the way aj rubs my neck
cuddling
people who are nice and happy
being warm
hot hands
smiling
speaking in french with sarah
showers
chill music
hampshire college
peanut butter and apples
people with REALLY cool last names, like funk
movies
soft hair
dryers
clothes that smell like clean laundry
the smell of boy
film
the music from doug and rent
laughing
being in bed
posters
summer
being home alone
the smell of coffee

i dislike:
drama of any sort
headaches
slow computers
girls who scream at the top of their lungs when they are tickled
madonna's song "music"
non-affectionate people
people who always try to draw attention to themselves
bad dreams
hot drinks in the morning
the fact that lindsey lohan has gone anorexic
menstrating
feeling ill
math, in general
bruises that are only felt, not seen
being sore
emotionally emo boys. i like the look, but i want my boys to have at least some balls
my nose...its actions, not appearance
that vs. which
that whole situation last night with "love is a really strong word. don't tell her you love her. you
really really like her." while of course, i'm sitting right there. smooth move, girls.
homework
how i crave attention a lot
black eyed peas
post nasal drip
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