love sick

Just a look would kill me, a kiss would kill me, a smile would kill me so look at me, kiss me, smile at me so I die happy because I really don't think I can last one more minute without you I need you I want you I'm going crazy I thought I was asylum bound but just seeing you makes me think twice. Being with you here makes me sane I fear I'll go crazy if you leave my side

I can't stand it, I'm love sick, sick of love, weak with love, dying without him I'm done waiting I really think this is going to kill me.

fuck la monde

I'm gonna give love a chance. :)

Because it's knocking on my door, and right now I'm just gazing through the window into its green eyes and freckles and careless hair.

"I'll be true, I'll be useful
I'll be cavalier
I'll be yours my dear.
And I'll belong to you
If you'll just let me through.
This is easy as lovers go,
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
And this is wonderful as loving goes,
This is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting?

And I said 'I've gotta be honest
I've been waiting for you all my life.
For so long I thought I was asylum bound,
But just seeing you makes me think twice.
And being with you here makes me sane- I fear
I'll go crazy if you leave my side.
You've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion
But are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?'"

I just probably won't tell anyone.

i miss you

It's the same old song
Just with a different meaning since you've been gone.

Mine, how I want you mine. My arms, my love.

I miss him so badly, and I know I shouldn't wait because live each day and whatever, but I want him to want me, baby baby try to find a little time and I'll make you happy, because I used to.

I'm afraid he'll find someone else and I will have assumed he was waiting for me. Grr.

your life isn't your own anymore.

"Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love." -Rose Walker

The get inside you pain like the pain in the greeness of his eyes and how the pupils were lined in brown. The pain in not being able to say you're ok. The pain in not being to stop crying like he asks. The pain in not feeling the ice water in your feet. The pain.