happy belated two years

Let's do a time warp.

It's now Monday, the 5th.

Happy 2 year anniversary, self!

Love,
Victoria

statement

Things directed toward various people who will never know:

I think it was a really really bad idea, but I wish I could undo it all for you because now you know it's a bad idea.

You're a skank.

Yes, I want you. Like that.

Whenever I think about that, I feel like I was raped. I hate you for that.

I don't love you at all. I just tell myself I do.

You are gorgeous.

What you did was terrible, and I don't forgive you.

You creep me out. I kind of wish I didn't see you as much.

If I was a lesbian, I would ask you out right now.

I need to see you.

I still think you're attractive, and I love that you're a bad boy, but you are the worst kisser on God's green earth.

I'm okay with that dream you had.

I feel comfortable with you.

You told me something once that weirded me out. It was an awkward situation, but I don't think you knew that.

Are you married to him?

IT'S SUCH A BAD IDEA!

You are amazingly attractive. I had the biggest crush on you.

I miss you.

I don't want you.

I'm scared to see you again.

I am really intimidated by you because I think you are an amazing person. I loved how you touched me.

I will wait for you forever.

I think you're misunderstanding my intentions. I'm not flirting with you at all. At all.

You are so pure, I never want to see anything change that.

Your mother amazes me.

I used to be in love with you.

I feel so special that you trust me. Thank you.

I am in absolute awe of you. You amaze me. I have no idea how you do it. You have been through so much, and I will forever respect you for that.

Thank you for joke flirting with me. I'd been having kind of a downer day, and I really appreciated that. As weird as it is, even though you're a young gay man, that kiss on my forehead felt like my mom's, and I really needed that then.

I am so embarrassed that I mixed your girlfriend up with your sister.